So...this week was one of the hardest in observing, I think. On Monday, I led a reading group. I've worked with these students a bunch of times. But...for some reason, one of them just would
not stop. After class, my cooperating teacher said that it seemed that they were testing me. I think she's right. And then she gave me authority to punish them. It was...odd. I'm not sure if I like having that power or not.
Then yesterday was...almost worse. I was working with a different reading group, but again, I've worked with them before. We were supposed to work together to answer two questions about a story. Most of them were eager to answer. But...well, it was almost TOO much sometimes. To the point where
everyone would have an answer. And then it was hard to choose who I should call on. But...then it got
worse. Because one of the students kept asking another one about...marine life. It was weird. (The book was about whales, though.) The student he kept asking had a headache. And she is normally fairly short-tempered...only not really...it's hard to explain. She'll make snide comments to classmates if they say something wrong. That fits. So...she kept getting mad and then he kept asking...and then two of the other girls in the group started to cry. Because they were just so frustrated. And I do not blame them--it was hard to hear what sentence they were supposed to write because
the two would not shut up. It was a mess.